Mandarin is a language that is like no other. It's a language with painting and art at its core. It is music that paints pictures translated into words.
And this is what I'm listening to right now as the cold wind that haunts this night blows back the covers of a book I had thought I would never see open again.
不值得 by梦飞船 :: Bu Zhi De by Dreamz FM
Not Worthy
除了想你 除了爱你
Chu le xiang ni, chu le ai ni
Besides thinking of you, besides loving you
hu ~ 我什么什么都愿意
hu ~ wo shen me shen me dou yuan yi
hu ~ I’m willing to do anything
翻开日记 整理心情
Fan kai ri ji zheng li xin qing
Flipping through the diary, straightening up my mood
hu ~ 我真的真的想放弃
hu ~ Wo zhen de zhen de xiang fang qi
hu ~ I really, really think of giving up
你始终没有爱过
Ni shi zhong mei you ai guo
All along, you have never loved [me] before
你在敷衍我
Ni zai fu yan wo
You are patronizing me
一次一次忽略我的感受
Yi ci yi ci hu lüe wo de gan shou
Every time [you always] neglected my feelings
我真的感到力不从心
Wo zhen de gan dao li bu cong xin
I finally feel helpless
无力继续
Wu li ji xu
No more strength to continue
这感情 不值得我犹豫
Zhe gan qing bu zhi de wo you yu
This feeling, is not worth it for me to hesitate
不值得我考虑
Bu zhi de wo kao lü
Not worth for me to think over
不值得我爱过你
Bu zhi de wo ai guo ni
It’s not worth it that I once loved you
这种回忆 不值得我提起
Zhe zhong hui yi bu zhi de wo ti qi
This piece of memory is not worth for me to mention
不值得想起
Bu zhi de xiang qi
Not worth to think about
不值得哭泣
Bu zhi de ku qi
Not worth crying for
这段感情 早就应该放弃
Zhe duan gan qing zao jiu ying gai fang qi
This feeling should be given up earlier
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
Zao jiu bu gai rang wo lang fei shi jian zhao qi ji
That way, early on it would have not wasted my time looking for a miracle
这样的你 不值得我恨你
Zhe yang de ni bu zhi de wo hen ni
Having you like this, is not worth for me to hate you
不值得我为你而坏了心情
Bu zhi de wo wei ni er huai le xin qing
Not worth for me to ruin my mood because of you
我决定不为你而毁了心
Wo jue ding bu wei ni er hui le xin
I’ve decided not to let my heart break because of you
放弃爱你
Fang qi ai ni
[I’ve] Given up loving you
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- Miss Bonnified
- I am so smart.
S-M-R-T.
I am so cute.
K-U-T-E.
Some know me as Bonnie but you may refer to me as Supreme Commander or Supreme Dictator.
I believe in the following :
Good friends/family + good food + good booze + good music = good times.
I'd throw "good books" into that equation but I can't see a way to make it fit.
I don't see how I can define myself in all these little boxes. I can only be experienced. Now wouldn't that make an excellent slogan for some kind of liquor or anything that's exotic? Oh yeah. Know that you saw it here first. * wink *
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I make up a lot of the words I use on a daily basis. Whether or not they're real, I just misspelled them or I decided to turn a noun into a verb, I realized that it can be confusing to most people. Therefore, I've decided to make up a little glossary here on the side to help you people out. I'll be adding to this as I blog along. Nai-su!
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Aggro :: Angry, bad feelings, your juju is all wacky and now you have the crazy urge to either break something or you want to play a lot of boxing on Wii Fit to let out all your aggression.
BonnieLand :: A place where all is happy, sparkly and perfect. Too bad it currently only exists in my head but HEY!! GUESS WHAT?! This blog is now a part of BonnieLand and you are my honored guests. Hai! Now take off your shoes if you wanna step in and play.
Drunktard, Drunktarded, Drunktardedness :: Describes state of mind and/or state of being (depending on how you use it. I'd list the whole "noun", "pronoun", "verb", "adverb" dealio for you but my grammer sucks and it's a wonder I can communicate this much as it is. Where was I....oh yes. I was defining what "drunktard" means. Got it).
What it's describing exactly is the point where you're so faded and blitzed that you're past all hope of saving. As in, you're not just over the hill but you're WAAAAAAAAY the hell past Grandma's house. Do not pass Go, do not collect $200, go straight to the ER because you'll most likely need to have your stomach pumped.
Woo hoo!!
Emo, Emo.ness :: State of being emotional. Pretty straightforward, no? But for those of you who need further clarification, here it is.
Describes the general state of all That Is Emo. There are 3 stages of Emo.Ness.
1. Emo / Emo.Fied
2. Funkdafied / Funkdafiedness
3. Emo.Funkdafied / Emo.funkdafiedness
EmoDemons :: You know how they say "Fight your inner demons"? Yeah. Little do most people know that the only way to battle off the Emo (or any variation of it) is to fight the demons that bring you to this sorry state. I call them EmoDemons because I dunno what else to call them. :D
Emo.fied, emo.fiedness :: It means you're feeling emo, you're feeling blue and you don't know what to do. Usually a chocolate bar help bring you out of your funk or, if you really want to break out the big guns, a glass of wine. But no more than two because if you go beyond two glasses, you've entered the next step of Emo.ness which would be Funkdafied.
Emo.Funkdafied, Emo.Funkdafiedness :: You are messed up beyond a joke. The 3rd and most dreaded level of Emo.ness. Your emotional storm reading could be classified as a Perfect Storm. The only way out is either you eat a whole gallon of your choice of ice cream, drown it out in something stiff like a good scotch or a bottle of wine with the girls. There is one last secret method to facilitate the removal of the EmoDemons and it is my preferred method. You go on a crazy rampage of singing songs like "Careless Whispers", "My Heart Will Go On", "Eternal Flame", "Damn, I Wish I Was Your Lover" at your nearest Karaoke bar that features private rooms AND liquor with a small handful of trustworthy friends. Highly effective and I'm speaking from experience. Uh huh.
FOB, fob :: Pronounced "PHOB". While the ignorant and hopelessly uncool will use this term in a derogatory way, I am not taking that particular spin. In BonnieLand, it means Fresh Off the Boat with a heavy emphasis on the word "Fresh", as in super fly. So don't hate. Celebrate!
FOBulous :: Pronounced "PHOB-you-lous. Meaning fabulous with a FOBby edge.
FOBulicious :: Pronounced "PHOB-you-lee-shus. Meaning delicious with a FOBby twist. By "delicious", I don't mean it has to be something you have to taste. It could be "delicious" as in "Wow, that guy's absolutely delicious", know what I mean? Cools.
Funkafied, Funkdafiedness :: When you're in a funk. Not to be confused with Emo. Think of these blues-y feelings like levels. First comes Emo. Then comes Funkdafied. If you haven't exorcised the EmoDemons by this stage, then you're off to the dreaded Emo.Funkdafied stage...and may Heaven and the Karaoke Gods help you then.
Ninja.Fu :: Anything Ninja.Fu means it is cloaked in secrecy and/or is a skill that takes dedication and lots of time to master.
Noraebang :: Pronounced "no-RAY-bahng". Korean for "karaoke". By the way. KARAOKE is not pronounced "Care EE oh kee", okay? It's pronounced "Ka-ra-OH-kay". Please. It makes my ears bleed whenever I hear CareEEohkee. Okay? Okaythxbye.
Ridicurous :: Pronounced "ree-DICK-you-rus". Describes something that is anywhere from one to a few notches above the more commonly known term "Ridiculous".
Ridonkulous :: Pronounced "ree-DONK-you-lus". Redonkulous is actually the little known but highly concentrated and ultimate mighty morphed form of its more well known cousin, "Ridiculous".
Aggro :: Angry, bad feelings, your juju is all wacky and now you have the crazy urge to either break something or you want to play a lot of boxing on Wii Fit to let out all your aggression.
BonnieLand :: A place where all is happy, sparkly and perfect. Too bad it currently only exists in my head but HEY!! GUESS WHAT?! This blog is now a part of BonnieLand and you are my honored guests. Hai! Now take off your shoes if you wanna step in and play.
Drunktard, Drunktarded, Drunktardedness :: Describes state of mind and/or state of being (depending on how you use it. I'd list the whole "noun", "pronoun", "verb", "adverb" dealio for you but my grammer sucks and it's a wonder I can communicate this much as it is. Where was I....oh yes. I was defining what "drunktard" means. Got it).
What it's describing exactly is the point where you're so faded and blitzed that you're past all hope of saving. As in, you're not just over the hill but you're WAAAAAAAAY the hell past Grandma's house. Do not pass Go, do not collect $200, go straight to the ER because you'll most likely need to have your stomach pumped.
Woo hoo!!
Emo, Emo.ness :: State of being emotional. Pretty straightforward, no? But for those of you who need further clarification, here it is.
Describes the general state of all That Is Emo. There are 3 stages of Emo.Ness.
1. Emo / Emo.Fied
2. Funkdafied / Funkdafiedness
3. Emo.Funkdafied / Emo.funkdafiedness
EmoDemons :: You know how they say "Fight your inner demons"? Yeah. Little do most people know that the only way to battle off the Emo (or any variation of it) is to fight the demons that bring you to this sorry state. I call them EmoDemons because I dunno what else to call them. :D
Emo.fied, emo.fiedness :: It means you're feeling emo, you're feeling blue and you don't know what to do. Usually a chocolate bar help bring you out of your funk or, if you really want to break out the big guns, a glass of wine. But no more than two because if you go beyond two glasses, you've entered the next step of Emo.ness which would be Funkdafied.
Emo.Funkdafied, Emo.Funkdafiedness :: You are messed up beyond a joke. The 3rd and most dreaded level of Emo.ness. Your emotional storm reading could be classified as a Perfect Storm. The only way out is either you eat a whole gallon of your choice of ice cream, drown it out in something stiff like a good scotch or a bottle of wine with the girls. There is one last secret method to facilitate the removal of the EmoDemons and it is my preferred method. You go on a crazy rampage of singing songs like "Careless Whispers", "My Heart Will Go On", "Eternal Flame", "Damn, I Wish I Was Your Lover" at your nearest Karaoke bar that features private rooms AND liquor with a small handful of trustworthy friends. Highly effective and I'm speaking from experience. Uh huh.
FOB, fob :: Pronounced "PHOB". While the ignorant and hopelessly uncool will use this term in a derogatory way, I am not taking that particular spin. In BonnieLand, it means Fresh Off the Boat with a heavy emphasis on the word "Fresh", as in super fly. So don't hate. Celebrate!
FOBulous :: Pronounced "PHOB-you-lous. Meaning fabulous with a FOBby edge.
FOBulicious :: Pronounced "PHOB-you-lee-shus. Meaning delicious with a FOBby twist. By "delicious", I don't mean it has to be something you have to taste. It could be "delicious" as in "Wow, that guy's absolutely delicious", know what I mean? Cools.
Funkafied, Funkdafiedness :: When you're in a funk. Not to be confused with Emo. Think of these blues-y feelings like levels. First comes Emo. Then comes Funkdafied. If you haven't exorcised the EmoDemons by this stage, then you're off to the dreaded Emo.Funkdafied stage...and may Heaven and the Karaoke Gods help you then.
Ninja.Fu :: Anything Ninja.Fu means it is cloaked in secrecy and/or is a skill that takes dedication and lots of time to master.
Noraebang :: Pronounced "no-RAY-bahng". Korean for "karaoke". By the way. KARAOKE is not pronounced "Care EE oh kee", okay? It's pronounced "Ka-ra-OH-kay". Please. It makes my ears bleed whenever I hear CareEEohkee. Okay? Okaythxbye.
Ridicurous :: Pronounced "ree-DICK-you-rus". Describes something that is anywhere from one to a few notches above the more commonly known term "Ridiculous".
Ridonkulous :: Pronounced "ree-DONK-you-lus". Redonkulous is actually the little known but highly concentrated and ultimate mighty morphed form of its more well known cousin, "Ridiculous".
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